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soul is my weakness...

"you are intelligent and you think about life and philosophy and WHY to everything. A lot. But you are missing passion. You like to do creative things, but they often lack the soul behind it. You can make people laugh and beat your friends in an IQ test, but when it comes to living life to the fullest you are lost, even though you think you aren't. You think you are right, but underneath of it all you are confused. You are only guided by your mind which often leads you astray, but your soul rarely reflects in your life. You like to work hard for things and you think you deserve them, but you sometimes wonder why you are where you are. You need direction for your persistent and determined personality, but you aren't sure where to get it."


--am i???

Bonjour! Comment allez-vous? Je vuex ecrire le plus possible dans ce journal en francais mais jem excuse parceque je ne peux pas.

leaving my home..

Today is November 29 and a few months from now, i will be leaving my home..

La Consolacion College - Caloocan also known as "Laco" has been my home for almost 10 years. For my first 6 yrs, i used to wore short sleeves with my v-strap skirt. I was comfortable wearing those or maybe i am just used to it. But things changed after a year. That was the time when I am already wearing my uncomfortable long sleeves. That was the time when I said to my self "everything is not fine."

"Everything will be fine."- this is what i said when i first enter the highschool building. And yes, i'm right. Everything is fine. Things went so easy. I got high grades, no line of 7, been a candidate for debate, essay writting and even best in deportment. That was how my first year goes. On my second year it was a little different. I'm already used in wearing long sleeves.. and my grades?? it's better than my first year. BUT BIOLOGY IS AN EXEMPTION. :)) got line of 7 mehn! but all the rest was fine.

III-Prudence is located near the fire exit. It was enrollment when i told my mother to ask the teacher at the sectioning to please assign me to a room that is located near the fire exit. I don't know what came to my mind. LOL. That year is very stressful really. There came a time that my bestfriend since gradeschool fought with me. It was near december when the problem has been resolved. Anyway, that was a fruitful year.

"Everything will be fine." Yeah, really. Everything WAS fine not until the first day of my fourth year. At first things went right. But suddenly, when exchange of classes began and when i recieved my 1st grading report card, I said to my self "Everything was not fine. Everything is not ok. EVERYTHING IS NOT RIGHT." Really, everything is not right.

"WELCOME TO 4th year!"-i said. I'm always thinking of what will happen today and tomorrow. I've never been like this "ngarag" everyday. Homeworks, projects, quizzes, practical exams, graded recitations...whoah.. My gosh!

4 months to go. I'll be leaving my home. Outside, there are alot of challenges awaiting and there's a new HOUSE to stay. House is never a home if it lacks love. Therefore, I am never sure of what will happen in the future.

As for today, i dream of entering the world of media and arts. Broadcasting, to be particular. I don't know why. But if given the chance to study abroad, i'd grab it right away.

Many ask me, of all the programs under arts and letters, why did i chose mass communication. I just smiled. Honestly, i dont know. Originally, i planned to choose political science for my pre-law. Until now i don't know why i chose mass com. Maybe because one of my dreams is to be a multi linguist. Isn't it impressive if one can speak in different language? I'm not saying that i want praises or fame. I just want to become someone who can express her self in different language. Someone who can deal with different races, different nations. Besides, I also want to make my grammar perfect so well as my diction and accent.

A message for my self..
Bonne chance et etre sain...

and for everyone..

Au revoir!!!

trenz, pm me now n!!!!!!

haha emo xD

Is it so much better to have you here, unable even to hold hands, than for you to be completely away?

I am solitary. I find it hard to succumb into slumber. Though the downpour of rain should’ve made it easy. This exuberant emotional glue i have for you,cannot besimply washed away. The multiplicity of what i feel for you is inevitable. This isn’t platonic. It’s real, true romance.- INDAY, nag eemote sa may bintana, habang iniisip si dodong,ang bf nia..
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” I stay awake in the coldness of the darkened sky contemplating why, for some reasons, has my emptiness made itself manifests, extending to that niche where i was given life and growth, that because of austerity i was made separated from….”-INDAY habang ndi makatulog dahil na-ho-homesick .
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“The statute restricts me to love you but you have the provocation. The way you smile is the proximate cause why I love you. We have some rules to think of. We have no vested rights to love each other because the upper household dismissed my petition!”
- ganito nakipagbreak si Inday kay Dodong (driver ng kapitbahay)
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Listening to the nonsense talk about someone’s life is a pathetic way of entertainment..it doesn’t contribute to the good of society..i hate character assassinators!..- reklamo ni inday nang natsismis siya ng kapitbahay. (i love the last line.)
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“Sometimes, people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons but because they just know that things will get worse if they’ll stay. Leaving can be a tough act, and it’s harder when people can’t understand you for doing so.”
- sagot ni Inday kung bakit umalis si Angel Locsin sa GMA 7. (i also love this one!)
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“To forrestall further hopes of acquaintance, my unfathomable statement to the denial of your request. Petition denied.”- reply ni Inday nang i-text ni dodong kung pwede sya maging txtmate.
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Hell is a place with big houses, luxurious cars, grate tasting dishes and nonstop parties.
And Heaven?
It’s only a small room with nothing in it…but YOU….
-message ni inday para kay dudung sa kanilang 1st monthsary
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Sometimes, we fall in love and thought that it would be endless, we thank God for it.. but when someone comes and to make life better, what can we ask God then? You know what, I would ask God to make me love again… and this time.. make it permanent..
- Sinabi ni Inday sa kanyang sarili ng iwan siya ni Dodong.
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I’m still a human being, attracted to anyone my heart beats on, and I have my limitations in controlling my feelings. I have to push myself into not loving him. This is so wrong…
Si Inday na-inlove sa amo. Ibang level na talaga…
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hahaha
nakakaloka c inday
wahahahaha

inday

“There are tulips in the street,there are tulips in the park.But nothing compares to our two lipsmeeting in the dark”
- pamatay lines ni Dodong kay Inday
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P500 – sun plan subscriptionP1800 – glutathione 30 capsulesP600 – Olay Total EffectsP1500 – Crocs flip flopsP2000 – for mama
- Binudget ni Inday ang sweldo niya..
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Amo: Inday, paki-abot nga ‘yung ketchup…
Inday: While it can hardly be considered a health food, ketchup has been found to be a beneficial source of lycopene, an antioxidant which fights some forms of cancer. This is particularly true of the organic brands of ketchup. In fact, organic brands were found to contain three times as much lycopene as non-organic brands. Ketchup, much like marinara sauce and other cooked tomato foods, yields higher levels of lycopene per serving because cooking makes lycopene in tomatoes more bio-available.
Amo: Gaga!
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Amo: Inday, bakit kulang ang sukli na ibinigay mo?
Inday: Hmmm… The person from the selling entity might have experienced memory deficiency due to the difficulty in concentrating and that lack of concentration lead to forgetfulness in giving the excess monetary equivalent due from the purchased item.
Amo: I think I’m gonna faint!
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Amo: Inday, nganu gipasagdan man nimo si Junior nga pirti man ning tsabaw?
Inday: Sir, according to Erik Erikson’s psychosocial theory of growth and development, toddlers normally exhibit temper tantrums to express emotions such as anxiety. And the best intervention is to ignore the situation. However, one should provide safety to avoid danger during their tantrums.
Amo: pag churoi!
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Sa Resto:
Waiter : Ano po order nila maam?
Amo: Ung fried chicken meal na lang. Ikaw inday,ano sayo?
Inday: I would like to partake of a dish of sautéed pork and chicken,boiled in thick essence of soy and cane extracts,with copious amount of garlic, onion and laurel,sprinkled generously with fine spices and served with generous helping of root crop and a helping of rice.
Amo: Iho, paorder daw ng adobo with rice
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It is in mistakes that we learn how to grow to be better individuals.Ypu may judge me for what you see but it is not my mistakes that determines who i am but it is what i do to make it right.
- sabi ni inday nung nakabasag sya ng pinggan
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Amo: Mula ngayon, wala nang magsasalita ng Ingles. Ang sinumang magpadugo ng ilong ko at sa mga anak ko, palalayasin sa pamamahay na ‘to. klaro ba?
Inday: Ang mga namutawi sa inyong mga labi ay mataman ko pong iiimbak sa sulok ng aking balintataw, sa kaibuturan ng aking puso, gugunamgunamin, aariing salik ng aba at payak kong kabatiran. Tatalikdan ang matayog at palalong banyagang wika, manapay kakalingain, bibigkasin at sakdal timyas na sasambitin ng aking sangkolooban.
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1. rendezvous2. tete-a-tete3. renaissance4. buoyancy5. queue6. squeamish7. impenetrable8. dachshund9. brochure10. brassiere
- Inday habang tinuturuan ang 8-yr old na alaga matuto sa spelling
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The oil normalizing series specifically desgined for my oily skin not only works physically on the skin surface, but penetrates deep into the skin layers to normalize oil secretion for a healthy and long lasting oil free skin.-paliwanag ni inday habagng nagpapahid ng chin-chan-su
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We need to give due respect and the presumption of regularity to the verdict laid down against the former President. but guilty or not guilt he will still be loved by people like me, people belonging to the masses.
-sagot ni inday sa interview ng CNN sa kanya sa kaso ni Erap.
————————–Consul: Why do you wanna go to the US?Amo: To travel to visit friends and fly the airplane.Consul: Denied!
Consul: And you?Inday: For life is a never-ending pursuit of material and social satisfaction that I tender my great intent of actualizing a transpacific journey to the land of milk and honey. An affable sanctuary where dreams become reality and a perfect habitat where souls like mine can reach the pedestal of freedom.Consul: Lifetime multiple entry VISA granted!
Amo: Whaaat!!!
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Jeepney Driver: Hoy bakit sais alng ang binayd mo?! Syete na pamasahe naguon!
Inday: I am currently enrooled in a 2-year vocational course in an academic institution. therefore, I am a student and, by this fact, I am entitled to have the inalienable right to avail of a certain discount on my jeepney fare. This is why I provided a payment less than what you expected because that is according to the law as stated in the fare matrix.Driver: (nosebleed)
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Overnight, inaral ng amo ni inday ang dictionary para may pangtapat na siya kay inday
Amo: so inday, tell me, how do you accept the fact that you are just a mere chaimbermaid in this extravagant mansion??
Inday:una camarera?eres tan pathetic. La unica razon que inscribi tu casa es porque nada esta sucediendo dentro de tu casa cuasi-agradable. Quisiera traer una poca clase en este hogar pero conjeturo que no puedo porque esta casa es fea.
Amo: what??!!(dumudugo na ilong)
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Nang nakauwi si Inday matapos mamalengke, nagalit ang kanyang amo…
Amo: Inday, hindi mo ba natanggap text ko? Tinext kita sabi ko bumili ka na rin ng giniling. Selpon selpon ka pa di naman nakakareceive ng text.
Inday: It’s not that I can’t receive any messages, it’s just that I was at a place with a weak cellular signal. You see, even though longer wavelengths have the advantage of being able to diffract to a greater degree and are less reliant on line of sight to obtain a good signal, it can still attenuate significantly. And because the frequencies which cell phones use are too high to reflect off the ionosphere as shortwave radio waves do, cell phone waves cannot travel via the ionospohere.
Amo: Pa-ayono-ayonospir ka pang nalalaman. magsaing ka na nga bago dumugo na naman ilong ko.
[naks mukhang ECE graduate din ata si Inday]
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Guess what? Those not-so stunning guys keeps on staring at my newly manicured nails while the copy-cat freaks envy my stylishly cut mane. Unfortunately after a great day at the spa, I have to step on this muddy and stinking place just to purchase some veggies!
- Si Inday, nakikipagchikahan sa tindera sa palengke.
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Nanay: Day, ba’t ba ang tigas-tigas ng ulo mo?
Inday: Inay, intransigence is just normal for us juveniles.
Nanay: Day, anong nakain mo? I’m perturbed by your words.
Inday: Nay, ala namang gantihan…
– noong bata si Inday
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“i understand that sexual urge is most of the time uncontrollable since a lot of factors contribute for it to be triggered..this is also the reason why some men are found to be polygamous and engage themselves in sexual acts even with someone who’s a total stranger to them..”
–sabi ni Inday sa sarili nya pagkatapos syang gapangin ni kuya…
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How dare u t0 insinuate such intolerable act of abusing our nature from a mere scrap of humanity such asyou. If you further insist, i’ll be forced to use my mental and physical capabilities just to pulverize u!
Litanya ni inday nung may nagtapon ng balat ng kendi sa tapat ng bhay ng amo nya..
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Boy Abunda: Inday, isang tanong. Diretsahan tayo. Baket ba mukhang ang lawak ng iyong pinag-aralan sa iba’t ibang larangan ng sining at teknolohiya? Ano ang nagsilbing inspirasyon sayo para gawin ito?
Inday: Boy, don’t you know how to count? Nevermind… to paraphrase Hayek, exclusive concentration on a specialty has a peculiarly baneful effect: it will not merely prevent us from being attractive company or good citizens but may impair our competence in our proper field.
Boy: Ahhh… [sabay kamot sa ulo]Kris: Boy, pinapahiya mo naman ang show eh. Ganito dapat. Inday, what Boy meant was what made you decide to pursue the knowledge of different academic uhh … ahh subjects?
Inday: Kris my dear, it’s either you’re not satisfied with my previous answer or simply did not understand it. I’ll just assume the latter. You see, these are all simply my abiding interests and all these tributaries flow into the same river. The thought of one’s research going into ever decreasing, derivative and infertile circles, just depresses me. Getz?
Boy and Kris: [sabay nag-nosebleed at nagtawag ng commercial break]
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“If the two eventually fell in love, despite the disparity of their ages and academic levels, this only lends substance to the truism that the heart has reasons for its own which reason does not know.”
Iyan naman ang sagot ni INDAY sa ina ni DODONG na tutol sa kanilang pagmamahalan.
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Amo: Inday, ba’t sinisipon si Junior?
Inday: He came in direct contact from surfaces contaminated with rhinoviruses which entered the cells of the lining of his nasopharynx which in turn rapidly multiplied. Thus, giving him a viral infectious disease of the upper respiratory system called acute viral nasopharyngitis.
Amo: [nosebleed sabay nataranta] what??! tumawag ka ng ambulansya! bilis!
Inday: Hayy, you’re so ignorant. As if you have not been afflicted with the common cold in the course of your existence.
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She is now becoming one of the fastest rising Internet stars today amassing a number of followers all over the world mostly Filipinos . Already surpassing Ederlyn, Yuga, the Numa Numa boy, the Chinese Backstreet Boys and even Casey and her cam.
Inday is getting a lot of popularity today mostly from word of mouth, SMS and e-mails. Her witty comments regarding her life as a domestic helper has already brought laughter and uncontrollable nosebleeds to us.
RL: Inday, thank you for accepting this interview, how are you feeling right now?
Inday: You might expect me to be flabbergasted or nervous with all the attention I’m getting right now. Actually, I’m not. I know from that very first text message that this is going to be inevitable. Even now the media is already interested in my fame that they sent you to interview me thinking that you can comprehend each and every word that I say.
RL: [nagpunas ng ilong] Uhmm, ahh I see… so with all your uhh academic credentials, what made you decide just to be a domestic helper?
Inday: Well, what do you expect me to be? A lawyer? A politician? A newscaster? Oh come on, you’re all so predictable. Have you met a domestic helper that has a medical degree, is a world-class culinary artist, has a degree in Business Management, a certified public accountant and consistent Best in English for four years in high school?
RL: Uhhm, ahh I guess not.
Inday: Well there you go. That’s what sets me apart and makes me unique from all the rest and I guess it’s something that you just can’t fathom.
RL: [tuluyan nang nag-nosebleed]
Inday: I guess this is the end of this interview. I still have to prepare our evening victuals and update my blog. Tatah! Hi nga pala to my love, Dodong! I love you babes.
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Inday: Are you certain that you want to transfer me back to earth?
St. Peter: Oo! Langya ka! Mano-nose bleed lang yung mga kaluluwa dito! Dun ka na uli magkalat sa lupa!
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It does not matter if you are the wife, or you’re the mistress. What matters is you showed your love, you experienced the joys and pain in loving. Coz from there, you’ll learn… that loving is not always easy.- movie review ni Inday sa “A Love Story”! Bongga!
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Please pray for the quick recovery of Inday. She’s currently in the ICU because of excessive nose bleeding, which she had while accompanying Junior in his school’s Linggo Ng Wika Celebration. Please pass this to all whose lives, like mine, have been touched by Inday. Please pray for the quick recovery of Inday.
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Amo 1: Inday ano gamit mo sa katawan? Ang kinis mo kasi eh.Amo 2: Siguro gumagamit ka ng papaya…Ama 1: Baka naman kalamansi?Inday: NO! …. ONLY BELO TOUCHES MY SKIN, WHO TOUCHES YOURS?Amo 1 and 2:(tumbling)

If the two eventually fell in love, despite the disparity of their ages and academic levels, this only lends substance to the truism that the heart has reasons for its own which reason does not know.

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hello!

after a week and a half of reminiscing, finally i can say that i have totally moved on.

i can now say that i got my heart whole again and my pride back.

no one is allowed neither given the right to hurt me even my self. i have to love my

self more than anybody else. it may sound so selfish but that's the only way to

protect my self. i don't care what people will think about me. anyway, in the end,

my own opinion will be followed.

-ara-

i recieved nothing i wanted..

I asked God for strength, he gave me difficulties to be strong.

I asked for wisdom, he gave me problems to solve.

I asked for prosperity, he gave me brains and brawn to work.

I asked for favors, god gave me opportunities.

I recieved nothing i wanted!

But i recieved everything i needed.

~ara~

i have 2 words for you.. I'M DONE

It’s all over..
finally, i’ve realized that i don’t deserve this, same as the way that you don’t deserve me. yes, i do like you and probably will for a long time. but i can’t stay this way anymore. it hurts too much and i guess, this is moving on..

i’m tired of being the last thing in your mind. i should have known from the start that you’ll go and break my heart. you took my love and threw it away as if it was nothing. for me you’re everything but for you, i’m just your pastime.

you hurt me more than i deserve. how can you be so cruel? i loved you more than you deserve. how can i be such a fool?

little did i know that you’re just a dead end road, decorated with pretty lies and made with broken dreams.

now, i believe it when people say love is blind. ’cause i’ve been very blind to fall for a person like you. it finally hit me that you didn’t care when you walked away and never looked back. maybe if i just had looked away that first day you came towards me, everthing would be different and my heart wouldn’t be breaking right now. i wanna do exactly what you did to me. lead you on, make you fall for me and then just let you go EFFORTLESSLY.. suddenly, i’m hating myself for everything i’ve felt for you. sometimes i wish i could go back and erase the time we met. i’ll never regret the thought that i fell, only believing that you’ll fall for me too. i made a mistake thinking you were my prince. you won’t get away with this. you messed with the wrong girl.

slandering my name just for your own good. dream on honey, I’M GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL MY PAIN.

thank you for ripping my heart out, stomping on it and breaking it into half. now, i know how much you care. watching you walk out of my life doesn’t make me bitter about love but rather makes me realize that IF I WANTED SO MUCH TO BE WITH THE WRONG PERSON, HOW GREAT IT WILL BE WHEN THE RIGHT ONE COMES ALONG.

there is no medication for this illness. no known cure other than TIME.

maybe someday i’ll get back my heart.. I’LL GET BACK MY PRIDE.. maybe someday when i wake up i’ll forget to remember you.

one day you’ll seek love and be sorry ’cause you threw mine away. and one day you’ll realize, you could have been with me. i hope that you’ll realize what a fool you were to let someone like me slip from your grip and you’ll see that the one you’ve been looking for was the one who has set you free.

one day i’ll be able to look at you straight in the eyes without feeling the pain you’ve caused. one day i’ll be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand and wanting your kiss.

one day i’ll get over you..

-irish ana agar salinas-

nosebleed!!

One reason why people get so sentimental..
It’s because memories are the only things that do not change when everything else does. There are things in life that you can’t hold on forever no matter how much you fight for it. Destiny is not always good, sometimes it becomes playful. When you met someone you lerned to love, you thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross. But what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create? Making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you was not really meant to stay but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you’ve already fallen. It is not easy to state a reason when you decide to leave your love. Some might think it’s just an excuse, some might not actually believe. Some will blame you, some might even be mad at you. What they do not see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn’t deserve to be hurt. Especially when you can’t actually state the reason why you have to leave. You can never own something that was never yours. So let’s stop gripping on things we expect to last forever. Nothing lasts forever. Forever is a lie. Everything is transitory. So while you have something in your hands, put in mind that it is just borrowed so that someday when it’s gone it won’t take you eternity just to let it go. When your feelings get strong for someone, it’s always better to stop for a while and give your heart a time to breathe. A time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship. Love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes be an illusion. there are times when i wish that i was limited to certain emotions so that i’ll never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed and never get my fragile heart broken. But the same thing means that i’ll never know how it feels to love and be loved in return. The thought of it kinda scares me..to have a heart that’s whole but numb or a heart that’s broken but real. Someday we’ll all be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and fight. Maybe when that time comes, we’ll be laughing at our old dumb selves realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew weren’t really meant for us. But i guess learning takes time and mistakes make one’s journey fun. Life is what we make it. Love makes the world go round. So let’s live, love and take whatever pain it brings though it’s hard to wait around for something i know will never happen. It’s harder to stop when i know it’s everything i’ve always wanted. But you know what? I’m glad. I’m glad it happened. We’re good friends and i’m thankful for that.

-ara-

just a thought

Love has its own way of finding its half...

It comes unexpectedly, unimaginable...

It gives you life...

Too young to get into it...

too late to be involved...

Sometimes it gets complicated...

At times wrong...

It hurts...

It makes you blue...

At times it’s unrequited...

Sometimes it just passed...

But still it made you happy,

because ONCE in your journey

you had ONE...

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gosh! today really is a bad hair day! whew! so hot.. i'm so bored..
i'm very excited with my training.. i'm sorry i've got nothing to say today..