i have 2 words for you.. I'M DONE

It’s all over..
finally, i’ve realized that i don’t deserve this, same as the way that you don’t deserve me. yes, i do like you and probably will for a long time. but i can’t stay this way anymore. it hurts too much and i guess, this is moving on..

i’m tired of being the last thing in your mind. i should have known from the start that you’ll go and break my heart. you took my love and threw it away as if it was nothing. for me you’re everything but for you, i’m just your pastime.

you hurt me more than i deserve. how can you be so cruel? i loved you more than you deserve. how can i be such a fool?

little did i know that you’re just a dead end road, decorated with pretty lies and made with broken dreams.

now, i believe it when people say love is blind. ’cause i’ve been very blind to fall for a person like you. it finally hit me that you didn’t care when you walked away and never looked back. maybe if i just had looked away that first day you came towards me, everthing would be different and my heart wouldn’t be breaking right now. i wanna do exactly what you did to me. lead you on, make you fall for me and then just let you go EFFORTLESSLY.. suddenly, i’m hating myself for everything i’ve felt for you. sometimes i wish i could go back and erase the time we met. i’ll never regret the thought that i fell, only believing that you’ll fall for me too. i made a mistake thinking you were my prince. you won’t get away with this. you messed with the wrong girl.

slandering my name just for your own good. dream on honey, I’M GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL MY PAIN.

thank you for ripping my heart out, stomping on it and breaking it into half. now, i know how much you care. watching you walk out of my life doesn’t make me bitter about love but rather makes me realize that IF I WANTED SO MUCH TO BE WITH THE WRONG PERSON, HOW GREAT IT WILL BE WHEN THE RIGHT ONE COMES ALONG.

there is no medication for this illness. no known cure other than TIME.

maybe someday i’ll get back my heart.. I’LL GET BACK MY PRIDE.. maybe someday when i wake up i’ll forget to remember you.

one day you’ll seek love and be sorry ’cause you threw mine away. and one day you’ll realize, you could have been with me. i hope that you’ll realize what a fool you were to let someone like me slip from your grip and you’ll see that the one you’ve been looking for was the one who has set you free.

one day i’ll be able to look at you straight in the eyes without feeling the pain you’ve caused. one day i’ll be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand and wanting your kiss.

one day i’ll get over you..

-irish ana agar salinas-