leaving my home..

Today is November 29 and a few months from now, i will be leaving my home..

La Consolacion College - Caloocan also known as "Laco" has been my home for almost 10 years. For my first 6 yrs, i used to wore short sleeves with my v-strap skirt. I was comfortable wearing those or maybe i am just used to it. But things changed after a year. That was the time when I am already wearing my uncomfortable long sleeves. That was the time when I said to my self "everything is not fine."

"Everything will be fine."- this is what i said when i first enter the highschool building. And yes, i'm right. Everything is fine. Things went so easy. I got high grades, no line of 7, been a candidate for debate, essay writting and even best in deportment. That was how my first year goes. On my second year it was a little different. I'm already used in wearing long sleeves.. and my grades?? it's better than my first year. BUT BIOLOGY IS AN EXEMPTION. :)) got line of 7 mehn! but all the rest was fine.

III-Prudence is located near the fire exit. It was enrollment when i told my mother to ask the teacher at the sectioning to please assign me to a room that is located near the fire exit. I don't know what came to my mind. LOL. That year is very stressful really. There came a time that my bestfriend since gradeschool fought with me. It was near december when the problem has been resolved. Anyway, that was a fruitful year.

"Everything will be fine." Yeah, really. Everything WAS fine not until the first day of my fourth year. At first things went right. But suddenly, when exchange of classes began and when i recieved my 1st grading report card, I said to my self "Everything was not fine. Everything is not ok. EVERYTHING IS NOT RIGHT." Really, everything is not right.

"WELCOME TO 4th year!"-i said. I'm always thinking of what will happen today and tomorrow. I've never been like this "ngarag" everyday. Homeworks, projects, quizzes, practical exams, graded recitations...whoah.. My gosh!

4 months to go. I'll be leaving my home. Outside, there are alot of challenges awaiting and there's a new HOUSE to stay. House is never a home if it lacks love. Therefore, I am never sure of what will happen in the future.

As for today, i dream of entering the world of media and arts. Broadcasting, to be particular. I don't know why. But if given the chance to study abroad, i'd grab it right away.

Many ask me, of all the programs under arts and letters, why did i chose mass communication. I just smiled. Honestly, i dont know. Originally, i planned to choose political science for my pre-law. Until now i don't know why i chose mass com. Maybe because one of my dreams is to be a multi linguist. Isn't it impressive if one can speak in different language? I'm not saying that i want praises or fame. I just want to become someone who can express her self in different language. Someone who can deal with different races, different nations. Besides, I also want to make my grammar perfect so well as my diction and accent.

A message for my self..
Bonne chance et etre sain...

and for everyone..

Au revoir!!!